January 2009
077. 2008.
In 2008, I gained: a stronger backbone. I lost: one bestfriendship, one relationship (for the better), and some great people, actually. Even the trust of my parents. I stopped: caring so much about the important things in life. I started: fucking up, way too much. I was hugely satisfied by: my decision to move to San Diego and start over. And frustrated by: not having a car to drive around, and...
December 2008
076. NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1) Be kinder to people. I really should consider the fact that I’m not the only one who feels the weight of the heavy world on their shoulders. Who knows, their burden may even be larger than mine.
2) Create a better image of myself when in public. (I need to stop fucking around, and a little less showing off, too.)
3) Church every Sunday!
4) Work out at least 2-3 times a week. Nothing to...
(I really do hope it’s me who you’re always referring to in all of your MySpace survey bulletins. Just like the way I always refer to you on Tumblr. I don’t know why I can’t just fill you in as to how I truly feel about you. I guess I’m just fearful of knowing that I’m not good enough. Or that you feel you deserve better.)
“Killing time before it kills me.”
075. Carelessly growing up, and growing old.
One thing I really do enjoy, is the “mmmm” sound two people share when hugging eachother extremely tight and never wanting to let go.
The kind you share when you first see someone in a long time. The kind you share when you’re about to board on an airplane. The kind you share after a mutual breakup. The kind you share after expressing to the other person your true feelings after...
“If he’s the first thing you think of when you wake up,and the only thing you...”
– (via littlemiss)
“The more you change, the less you feel.”
– Tonight, Tonight
“Most people are raised to believe they’re just as good as the next person. I was...”
– (via littlemiss)
Drunk phone call from Emily...
Emily: I have a question that I've been wanting to ask you.
Me: Okay.
Emily: It's kind of personal though.
Me: Okay.
Emily: Do you still want me to ask it?
Me: Okay.
Emily: How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Me: ...
074. "Yeah, we're all too smart to talk to God."
It’s 3:08 am. Last time I was up and wide awake at this hour, was when I found out my auntie had gotten sick and was sent to the hospital. I didn’t find out until the following morning. I’m actually quite scared. I don’t know if it’s going to be another mishap, or, that I just had too much caffeine today.
Whatever it is, I really don’t feel good about myself.
...
“I don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me.”
“1. Dogs appear to experience jealousy and pride. Previously, only humans and...”
– 50 Things We Know Now (We Didn’t Know This Time Last Year): 2008 Edition (via didyouevernotice)
Yeesh.
(via peterwknox)
no more coffee for you.
(via lhh)
OH NO MY BOOBS!
OH COME THE FUCK ON! OH WHAT THE FUCK EVER! OH SHUT THE FUCK UP! WHAT THE MOTHERFUCKING FUCK? OH BITCH SHIT! (My favorite) OH YOU LITTLE SHIT! FUCK THAT SHIT! DUMB BITCH! (My absolute favorite) are some of my most favorite used phrases. I happen to think I’m overly profane, and I need to something about it. ANOTHER NEW YEARS RESOLUTION BITCHES! I mean, friends. :)
“Please don’t give up on me. Because underneath all my mistakes, imperfections,...”
– (via littlemiss)
“If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart forgive them, for they...”
– (via littlemiss)
I wonder if you’re either happy that I’m leaving you alone for a change and showing no initiative, or pissed for the same reasons. Regardless, the distance between us leaves me clueless, and disappointed.
What you don’t know you can make mean anything.
“Things have changed for me, but that’s okay.”
– The Green Gentleman
073. Oh permanent jetlag, please take me back.
Bought a ticket to Houston for $333 finally, and am pretty excited about it!
and
You’re not answering my calls again. And it pisses me off how you haven’t returned them yet.
and
I never really thought about how many times I think about it. I guess I really shouldn’t judge a book by it’s cover. You actually seem quite appealing to me.
and
It’s true. I cry so...
When someone tries to start a conversation with...
(via whatannoysus)
People who think Nick Jonas is the only person...
(via whatannoysus)
This is extremely true.
Being exhausted but not able to fall asleep.
(via whatannoysus)
This happens to me way too much.
“She’s the bitch. I’m the nice one.”
– Just My Luck
072. Light of my life, fire of my lions.
Day two since my dad has been here. Here’s what’s been running through my mind recently. a) Shopping with Dad isn’t so bad. He actually buys me everything I want. And even stuff that I don’t really need. He insists on buying me clothes from Forever 21, as long as I don’t tell my mom how much we’re spending, all is fine. Life is just grand!
b) Pissing blood...
“Sometimes we take chances. Sometimes we take pills.”
– Hum Hallelujah
When you slowly but surely realize you just wasted...
(via whatannoysus)
071. Revolterces.
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070. In every sense of the word.
I NEED TO PACK. I BOUGHT NEW PANTIES TODAY. (5 for $25 at Victoria Secret, whwhat!) I’M LISTENING TO MGMT. I NEED TO BUY MORE SOCKS AT WALMART. I NEED TO PACK. MY COUSIN GOT MARRIED IN COURT TODAY. (And I’m sad I couldn’t be there.) I’M EXTREMELY FASCINATED WITH VIDEO COMMENTS ON FACEBOOK. I’M ACTUALLY PRETTY HUNGRY RIGHT ABOUT NOW. I NEED TO PACK.
Where or where...
