January 2009
087. Your love will fill me as warm as the...
I dream about you.
I will not doubt you,
With the passing of time.
:)
OH SHIT, I studied hard today.
And I fucking killed that shrimp quesadilla.
(Oh yes I did, girl. Yes I did.)
And class tomorrow at 8:00am.
That’s in 6 hours.
I’m feeling to skip?
Oh no! My new years resolution down the fucking toilet shit.
I’m tired.
Goodnight moon!
Note to self: Stop measuring yourself against...
lhh:
(via havent-got-a-prayer)
I need to learn this still…
“Love lies in jealousy.”
1) The moon looks like the cheshire cat’s grin.
2) I really feel like being spooned right now.
3) Hooter’s food is fucking disgusting.
4) My feet terribly hurt. Why the fuck did I decide to wear heels to dinner?
5) Ah, I can’t wait.
thought:
it’s unfortunate that everything happens for a reason. but wouldn’t it be more unfortunate if we actually got the things we deserved?
i’m off to school.
my phone’s fucking up, i hope.
it’s ruining my day.
i want to hear word by mid-bio.
“For a minute there, I lost myself. I lost myself. And for a minute there, I lost...”
– Karma Police
086. For a minute there, I lost myself.
Another day of skipping class. Another day of pushing math homework aside. Another day of wasting time doing nothing. Another day of pissing someone off. Another day of spending over my budget. Another day of not talking to you on the phone. Another day of slight paranoia.
I need a new routine.
085. Of moons, birds & monsters.
To catch a monster We make a movie Set the tempo And cut and cut its brains out It will inspire on the burning pyre Half the distance Half the motion Communication It’s easy as the ocean
“Wasn’t she an ex-heffer?”
– Bride Wars
084. What I love:
I’ve had the most brilliiant idea of creating a quaint list of things I really love- January edition. (In a certain particular order.)
1) Gay porn. 2) Being able to sleep in on weekends and waking up to missed calls/texts that help plan my day out for me. 3) Tofu House. 4) Facebook. 5) Parties. Free parties. 6) Getting numbers. 7) Long car rides + non-stop conversations that creep into the...
so much to type. but i’m drunk. it’s 5:52 in the motherfucking morning and i need some rest before tofu house date tomorrow!
info on my night later.
matt vu and chaddy cakes is all i remember. yum yum! hahahahahaha. bitch, i’m not kidding.
1.23.09
trashtalkk:
You’re one fucking dumb bitch. I remember when you used to praise me for being your “soul sister” and “the best friend anyone could ever have.” How fucking dare you say all the things you said about me when all you did was hate me for the same hypocritical reasons. And now you’re hanging out with the people you’ve once hated because you’re running out of options. Your fashion sense is...
083. Realization.
There’s nothing I love more than a hot man lighting my cigarette. Or paying for my dinner.
Sigh :)
“My true definition of happiness is to live in the moment without having to worry...”
What I just did: Said goodbye to my cousin Jen and Carlynn Came back from the Tyler Perry play (twas fun!) Aimlessly drove around Bonita
What I’m doing: Sitting on my bed Online Half-naked
What I should be doing: Showering Doing homework for class tomorrow (8 in the fucking morning) Getting ready for bed
What I wish I could be doing: Sitting in front of the tv Watching Sex And The City...
082. It's not me, it's you.
Okay, so I’m completely stressed with my whole 23-units deal, and the fact that I need to write a petition to the deal about it tomorrow morning completely sucks ass. I just hope things go right. I would hate to drop a class (most especially because I already spent so much fucking money on the required books.) Fuck this.
I’m lying down in the most uncomfortable angle on my bed....
Missing your bus - and the next one doesn't come...
(via whatannoysus)
I take it back.
I have the perfect gift set up for you and I can’t wait until it’s your birthday in _______. I’m stoked. You’re going to love it.
081. My dear, dear Paolo.
Man, I really hate how I’m doing to wrong thing at the wrong time. I haven’t spoken (spoken) to Paolo in the longest of times! He seems to call when I’m always out. And the other way around. And when I tell him I’ll call back when I get home, he’s already in a lull.
:’(
I’d say damn the time difference. Or damn the fact that we’re just so busy. But...
“There’s no point in waiting. You just don’t know how much time you have or what...”
– April Winchell (via littlemiss)
“Would you ever be my, would you be my fucking boyfriend?”
080. Killing time before it kills me.
A. 1. What is your age? Eighteen. 2. What are you afraid of? Being alone. Not being thought of. 3. Have you ever been in a car accident? Hahaha, like two? 4. Who do you admire? Brendon Urie, and a couple of other people I’m sure. 5. What is some good advice? Never make decisions when you’re angry. And never pick up the smoking habit. B. 1. When is your birthday? September 30. 2. Do you...
(But you have to understand where I was coming from. As patient, and care-free as I can be, you have to remember that I am human too, and I still have the other traits as you too. That including being serious. I couldn’t have done what I did to you any other way. As blunt and maybe rud as it was. You just have to understand.)
“Hellen Keller went to town
Riding on a pony
Stuck a feather in her hat
And...”
079. Absolutely nothing.
So this is what I’m going to do:
I’m going to forget about what just happened, for it’s technically a new day and it shouldn’t affect me because it doesn’t really matter anymore.
then,
I’m going to get up, go and take a shower, set up my sofa bed in my living room, and watch a couple of seasons of the Hills.
Then, I’m going to get tired, and fall into...
The truth is…
That we fight.
Not all the time.
Just sometimes.
And the truth is…
That I don’t mind.
It brings us closer together.
It helps us learn.
About each other.
About ourselves.
Of course I could do without the yelling.
And screaming.
And cursing.
But hey. Fighting is a part of life.
And no matter what,
I know he loves me.
And that is all that matters.
The end.
“True friends stab you in the front.”
– Oscar Wilde (via kari-shma)
“When did The Shins change their name to Fleet Foxes?”
– Justin (via acewepeel)
WHAT?!
I’m feeling rather lonely.
